no, i am definitely not referring to somebody.
but i am referring to everybody.

Why does everybody wants to be famous?
You know... lots of friends online, lots of comments, lots of pageviews, heaps of praise, heaps of followers, bunch of stalkers and other intolerable examples.

It doesn't really matter.
(but in some twisted situation, it matters)

I dont know why I am writing about this.
But I think it's just too absurd to compare everything you have to another just to make you higher. (okay out of the topic already)

Im downright sick with people asking me to make this, that and shiz.

I am plain tired with competing.

It's as if this internet life is whole f*cking game.
It isn't. It's just to be connected with everybody.

[But I really liked it when they compliment me! Really! I feel loved!
And I really love that feeling 'cause I'm always weary this days and I really need that feeling most of the time]

Bouncing back to what I am saying awhile ago.
Why do people wants to be famous.
To be honest, I've been a talk of the town once and it wasn't so fun.

Yeah yeah, you got some privileges.

But where's your privacy. None.
I tell you none.

Every move you make, there's someone to comment.
Every mistake you take, there's someone to laugh at you.

It's hard.

And dont get me wrong, I ain't famous.

Anyhow, what a random blog.
Mock mock mock mock mock mock.

Goodnight, says the mocking bird.